1/27/25
archival ache. the glowing red edge of every variable
1/25/25
awwww it makes sour sweet and billow when a little curl comes down to say hello. happy birthday sydney. we are all going to the butcher :-) 7 lucky pretty lucky
Words to Remember!
Spangled, deference
MORE WORDS HERE1/15/25
SB said that it is is vogue to hate on Surrealism. VH is liking Cubism now. my silly Bonnard book
Every day bringing home new art books -- today Magritte and Klee. Yesterday Braque, Rauschenberg, Rosenquist, another Darger, etc.
1/8/25
the serenity prayer *!=&=!* god, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference
12/23/24
hadn't expected the roof to be caved in -- and because of that the flood -- and all of that brought animals -- and those animals dropped things too. i knew there would be belongings there, but photographs on the carpet? why are all the chairs knocked over? what did they do with the organ?
D brought a bottle for G and wanted me to present it to him. i walked in on a coughing fit and went "i think i have something that might help with that." seeing it was serious, i just sat down with the bottle in my lap. and looking over and looking away like everyone was because he kept apologizing. caught his breath enough to say "should i go in the other room?" and then cough cough coughed, just the bottle in my lap lap lap.
11/14/24
un-twig-snap, log slump, housebroke chernobyl pony, the slow moan of trunk bent overcontraption of wheels, pulleys, axels, levers
10/18/24
Make chastity with a thin line that splits
Open to reveal a fatty layer
Get clasp hold down want yawn
Belt, cord, rubber, glue
Fierce perfect blue and pop
Bandaid, famished billygoat findings
A wet pilsner sock
Embroidered with mums, cat food
A green branch o’ happy day, frustrated
Ecosystem of cuts, economy of
Card, key, lip, purse
Clip curl, finger wag, menthol ick
Precipitate limp, mummify good
11/1/24
inventory of bats. its bats (still) with echolocation format entirely fabricated and shamefully erased. you are keeping the bats close, but at a safeand imaginary distance. on the clipboard you record. You Do It Wrong! its too-there, too-fixed, wants to be gone, needs to be vague
Spit
neo-romantic spit, brutish spit, corn spit, guest spit, yogurt spit, dog spit, under the bed spit, ultra violet guide to 40 years of spit
8/21/24
nothing Everclear. chromosome, scotch tape. palm, sofa, secret, lop-eared. a sole coin, a core, a pit.
no, not pit, fuck, grocery list. a rash from the stream. unspool fishing line, leave it there, you like it there. 'everything is a pile'
in the light of maybe maybe maybe. alchemical flirt. the messy mnemonic. the thumb arthritis. make daybreak where pressurized systems are tired, and when im talking to U, bats!
7/30/24
when the window opens and I close it and i open and where is the dust coming from and when its in my mouth so the dust is coming from my mouth i think and Im asking everyone about the dust a nd it looks like and someone said its coming from the window and coming from my mouth and girls have those!
7/3/24
its really hard to find a silkworm when you set out to. they release proteolytic enzymes while still in the cocoon just to make a pinhole way out. and people know this, so they boil the cocoons in water to kill the larvae and prevent them from squirming and schemeing their way into the world, because of course that would damage the silk. somewhere there are abandoned cars and knocked over mailboxes and other hopeful pockets of the earth just filled with gauze and worms. there are hidden places that make me stay faithful to awe and settle myself within a doctrine of girlish truths. im asking nicely now
5/8/24
"a horse is lame when its normal stance or gait is changed by a problem in one or more of the limbs, neck, trunk, or quarters... mechanical pain... lameness produces lameness"
4/?/24
Bella Hadid sling-back Miu Miu destruction fanfic
